Okay I'll tell you what I've been trough so far. I've passed my Senior High School at SMA N 1 Depok, Babarsari. I got not-so-good mark. Not like what I imagined and I had fought for 3 years of schooling. Disappointed indeed. One month later I took SNMPTN test. I majored in Architecture and Regional And City Planning at Gajah Madha University, one of the most favorite university in Indonesia. And one month later was the result. And do you know what? I failed! What the fuckin hell. I've fought hard but what I got absolutely not comparable. I'm so so so disappointed. At that time I felt God's really not fair. I blamed him. But day by day finally I could accept this reality. Maybe it's the best, maybe God has another good plan for me. I'm so grateful to have my best friend beside me who always support and tell me to move on. You have no idea how I really love them, like the way I love my family :-)
And now I have just accepted in Accounting at Islamic University of Indonesia. I choose faculty that I never ever wanted before. My father had offered me to enroll in Accounting or Information Technology. He was also offering me to enroll in College of Accountancy Economics. But at that time I insisted to register at Architecture. Unfortunately my dad was really against my choice, he thought that I would not be successful there. But I really wanted to be an architect. I loved art. I have skill in photography and graphic design. I'm used to exclude ideas. And the only one faculty that I could apply my skills were in architecture. But my dad really did not allow me. Almost 2 weeks I was constantly crying. What a pity life. During that time I was not spoken with him. I got headaches and ulcers. I was really sick. But after a long time I could finally accept it. And I finally decided to major in accounting. Hopefully I can be successful there. Amen :-)
Just do the best wherever you are.
